2 Years, The Pain is Still Very Real!
On this very day of March 10th, 2 years ago, was the worst day of my entire life. The day when my whole world got completely turned upside down. The day that I felt such an unbelievably strong pain, a pain so great, that I would never wish it even on my worst enemy. It was the day that my Mom passed away and went to be with God in Heaven. I still remember every moment so vividly and clearly. The images can never be erased from my mind. The sounds of crying and the sounds of my Mom taking her final breaths, still echo in my ears. I hear them in my nightmares. It all still feels so real and so present. Going through that kind of loss and pain, is just something that sticks with you forever. I will never forget, walking into my Mom's hospital room with my family and sitting beside her. Everyone but me and my younger brother left to talk with the doctors. I remember grabbing my Mom's hand an sitting beside her, desperately wanting her to squeeze my hand and wake up, but knowing...