Finally Feeling Good!
For such a long time, I was feeling like such a failure at life. I had lost all my self worth and honestly did not really care anymore. I felt I was just a fat, useless, piece of crap that couldn't get a job, was stuck in my body, and couldn't do anything. I felt like such a disappointment and like a failure to my family. I could feel how upset they were with me and I could tell they all were disappointed. And I was stuck in such a rut for so long. I, honestly, thought I would never measure up to anything and like my life was just a waste and I was just a hopeless cause. I never thought I would ever feel proud of myself and just continue to live a sucky life. I felt like no matter how hard I tried to better my life, it just wound up back in failure. Now, I, finally, feel like things are changing for the better. I am now feeling like I am getting my life together and I am starting to become a better person. I feel like I am on the road to living the fulfilling life that I want...